if you're reading this, you're either
a) visiting this blog for the first time
b) bored
c) trying to practice your reading skills
d) jeremiah marvelling at his genius
e) a retard who doesn't realise the symbols on the left are links
Sunday, December 05, 2004
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*they swirl above me, pretty things]]
felt lousy since last night till this morning. i spent the night calling clarrisa then derek, but derek didn't pick up, so i called louis instead. i spent the morning sms-ing clar, louis and shufang, all in a bid to sort this out but i find i still dont feel any better. at least i dont feel as lousy as i did last night, but i feel nothing still. maybe i'm too.. how do i put it,
kan chiong? or am i reading correctly into your actions? maybe i read too much. are you dropping hints? or is it just me imagining things not there. gawd i hate mind games. i just felt like asking someone to put me outtamy misery last night. and funny thing is these moods are like swinging. at times i'm ok, others i just suddenly plummet down. talk about mood swings man. i just hate such days.
should i? shouldn't i? sad? maybe. desperate? haha, maybe. paranoid? maybe. confused?
definitely.
`donovan. |1:00 PM|
