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Thursday, December 29, 2005 [[affirmation.]]


had a long talk with a friend. and i got to realise this. in some way or another,


everyone's fighting the good fight. their own good fight.


everyone's insecure. everyone has their own problems. it's just us to blow our own problems up, out of proportion and to think that the world is collaspsing just because you think your world is falling apart. which is total bull. i guess depression, even self pity, is ok, but up to a certain point it loses its usefulness.

i've pinpointed my weaknesses. i set ridiculously high targets, to set myself up for failure. i take friends for granted when i feel they do not fit into the picture. i react not with constructive criticism when faced with piercing truths, but with anger. the attitude that is *don't care who's right or wrong, shout louder and you're right!* too much seriousness. too much emphasis on getting it right. on getting it all.

maybe it's time, for a lil self improvement. to not expect so much, to not chase after anything too much. but just to take one day at a time? and not think so much? and work on the temper. and work on gratitude, one trait which i'm sorely lacking in.

i don't guarantee results, but i do gaurantee effort. afterall, the only person who stands to really gain from this is: me.


`donovan. |12:13 AM|