if you're reading this, you're either
a) visiting this blog for the first time
b) bored
c) trying to practice your reading skills
d) jeremiah marvelling at his genius
e) a retard who doesn't realise the symbols on the left are links
Saturday, February 19, 2005
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realised i haven't been blogging much lately. just, no mood i guess. and as i've learnt from before, some things are better left unsaid ya. else it'll cause alot of people alot of chaos and pain. anyways, fencing competition tomorrow! to my brothers gabriel, kai pin and calixtus, we'll beat the rest of them yet. go team d! haha.. even though my blade's having problems. hai, hope i'll get used to jeraldine's french grip.
you know it's actually working, by reminding myself of the upcoming CTs, Orientation, immersing myself in fencing competition and school work and orientation, i'm actually feeling better. and to hell with everyone else! hell yeah. i wonder how long this euphoria will last. it's like a drug, hope it doesnt harm me in the end. haha.
ecstasy is all you need
living in the big machine now
oh, you are so vain
now your world is way too fast
nothing's real and nothing lasts
and i'm aware
i'm in love but you don't care
turn your agner into lust
i'm still here but you dont trust at all
and i'll be waiting
love and sex and loneliness
take what's yours and leave the rest
so i'll survive
God it's good to be alive
i'm torn in pieces
i'm blind and waiting for you
my heart is reeling
i'm blind and waiting for you
still in love with all your sins
where you stop then i'll begin and
i'll be waiting
little like a house on fire
what you fear is your desire
it's hard to deal
i still love the way you feel
love this angry little girl
drowning in this petty world
and i'll glue your own tools
swallow all your bitter pills
that's what makes you beautiful
you're all alive
i don't need what you have got
i'm torn in pieces
i'm blind and waiting for you
my heart is reeling
i'm blind and waiting for you
-//big.machine.goo.goo.dolls
`donovan. |8:41 PM|