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a) visiting this blog for the first time
b) bored
c) trying to practice your reading skills
d) jeremiah marvelling at his genius
e) a retard who doesn't realise the symbols on the left are links

Monday, February 07, 2005 [[]]


the deed is done and i breathe easy now. though, i can't help but wonder about the consequences of my actions... i guess, between the devil and the deep blue sea huh. on one hand, i can't hold it in anymore, it ain't fair to me either. but on the other... i may have really screwed things up. i hope not.

to her: forgive me? i really couldn't have gone on like this much longer. and i think what we have is really great as it is for now. maybe it might get better if you so choose to take a certain path in the future, or it might not. i won't know. but, good friends still? =)

i guess these lyrics apply in a certain way, though i hope no one reads too much into it. its just one particular side of me showing, which i really should be restraining and burying more. sorry. just lemme express my feelings this once, instead of covering it up. i expressed enough today anyway, a lil more aint gonna kill no one. i hope.

I will love you more than that
I wont say the words
Then take them back
Dont give loneliness a chance
Baby listen to me when I say
I will love you more than that

i think you understand it when i say i mean what i just typed in the lyrics up there, and yet i don't in a way. this is my stand, true, but friendship's more important to me. now, anyway. take care yeah? =|



funny how this turned out. never expected it to happen. fate? or contrivance? haha, hard to say. the lines blur between the two of them so much sometimes. damn literature.





finito.

`donovan. |8:43 PM|