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Sunday, August 07, 2005 [[]]


i can't believe that i've been so down the past few months that today when i started greeting people with exclamation marks and more 'hahas', people started asking is this donovan or someone else! some even said it was freaky... omg.

well all i can say is i guess i feel free. gotten over already! yay. actually, it's been this way for some past few weeks already, but just that i guess today i totally feel free and over it. must be the 80 bucks earphones dad got for me today... haha, thanks pop. =)


well, had a talk with miah today online. we may look like we can take a joke, but turns out both of us break down or wanna reply back with heat when ppl suan or doolan us. just that we don't. because it's for everyone's betterment. better to go home and cry in the shower or shout along to angry power chords in the bedroom than to let it out there and then. i found out that i wasn't the only insecure person around. i'm not alone in feeling weird or left out when people don't call me out to go out or just say hi and talk to me. mmm like he said "we're all fighting the same big battle". too true too true. see ya on wednesday on the dota battlefield miah. may the best man win. =)

alright, better go maximise studying time these holidays while i can... bye bye people.


`donovan. |11:50 PM|