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Tuesday, September 20, 2005 [[]]


there's a feeling hanging in the air, and it's eating me alive. slowly.


oh wow. great, my econs drq and case study. first off, drq: out of the 20 mark thing i left 8 marks blank at the end. yes 8 whole marks. that's nearly 50% of the drq. why? cause it tested MRP, something i didn't read about at all. Like, the only thing i knew about it was that it stood for marginal revenue product, and that's all i knew. how the hell do you write something based on an acronym which you only know what it stands for and not even the freakin definition? well, my thoughts exactly.


i treated the case study as a gp essay. yeap, throw in some economic terms, some negative externalities, some injection-withdrawal facts and there's my case study. not very proud of that one either. at least the mcq was ok, think i'll end up with 20 marks which is a B grade. aiming for B for econs overall and crossing my fingers that it'll happen. though i probably will only end up with a D if i'm lucky. oops yeah.


i've been swinging around on the ends of a pendulum, from one extreme to the other. happy to reflective. talkative to silent. hardworking to lazy. peaceful to.. angry? dunno la. moving on to getting mired in the past. sometimes it's so hard to see that we're not alone in this.

well, i'm not letting this in this time. try to close the door on it, if only the best i can manage is to leave it ajar. i burn letters that i write to you, to make you love me. at least i've my true friends around. and there's always dota. and there's me, myself and i haha.

music reflects the soul, and indeed it does. my latest playlist is somewhat a mirror of the extremities warring in me.

-//
free - corrinne may
reinventing your exit - underoath
come get some - rooster
tears - x japan
sanitarium - metallica
promise - matchbook romance
right side of the bed - atreyu
note to self: - from first to last
in this diary - the ataris
endless sacrifice - dream theatre
extraordinary - liz phair
open your eyes - alter bridge




try to stay alive, until i hear your voice. i'm gonna lose my mind someone tell me why, i chose this life. this superficial lie. constant compromise; endless sacrifice.


and it ends.


`donovan. |2:28 PM|