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Thursday, February 23, 2006 [[bloody hell. dumbass society.]]


WARNING. FOLLOWING POST IS FULL OF RANT, AND GRAPHIC DETAIL.




ok. take a deep breath. on the count of three. start. ranting.

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WAH MOTHER FREAKING ASSHOLE WHAT IN GOD'S NAME IS THIS SHIT I CAN'T BELIEVE I HAVE TO TYPE THIS IT'S SO SLOW IT'S SO GRAPHIC THIS SHIT ACTUALLY HAPPENS WAH DAMN YOU JAMES KHOO FOR GIVING ME THIS JOB FUCK LA I CAN'T HOLD BACK ANYMORE THIS IS HORRIFIC DAMN MYSELF FOR TAKING IT OH MY GOD LA THIS AIN'T RIGHT IT'S SUCH SLOW GOING WORK AND UTTERLY FUCKED UP.


ok, now that's outta my system lemme explain myself.


this job of mine, i got it helping james khoo out with his mediacorp documentary filming job. the documentary is about troubled youth and his job is the general dog servant. producer wants shooting locations, check. producer wants lunch, check. producer wants thinner, check. producer wants him to find talent, check. producer wants him to contact everyone and keep the whole production together, check. producer wants to pay him peanuts for his dog work, check. incidently he gets 100/episode. he should be getting 1.2k a month. instead, 8 episodes, 800 bucks. measly for his work. trust me, i do less than half of it and i'm disgusted already.

i do the transcripting of the interviews. and basically that involves taking down everything that is said in the interview. every. little. thing. which includes the horrific language of this ITE girl. the damn mumbling. the sudden stumbling and acceleration of words. the making up of words. the singlish. positively horrific grammar. and then some. and if that isn't bad enough, if 1 hour's worth of transcribing sounds easy enough to you? hoho, you've got it wrong. i work at a rat eof about 3 hours typing to 20 mins of interview time which means i take 9 hours for an interview. i'm like currently 40 mins into it, having spent 2 separate sessions of 3 hours so far. it's slow going at best, frustrating and CURSING AND SWEARING at worst.

and around the 30 min to 40 min mark, the girl opens up! literally. and starts, telling weird shit. i mean, at first her mom caning and burning her's quite bad enough. but then, her father starts abusing her sexually. i'll just quote some until the point where i've worked. please, if you can't stand this, just ignore, scroll further down, or leave altogether. this is me bitching about my job and i just need to get it outta my system.


Girl:
Erm, because of what I said I was not allowed into the house so usually I was locked at the shoe rack area then my dad would wake up very late so when he wakes up late usually there’s nobody around it’s only left him and me then he would always open the door for me to use the toilet, look around and eat, as long as it’s not obvious that it’s missing can already then sometimes he just like let me drink his coffee a bit then he also can drink and, thing’s like that la. Then usually there’s one period of time I said I want to play computer so he actually let me go use the computer room that computer, and actually let me play the computer. Then he said after he finish brushing his teeth and stuff like that he said he want to change so I said “ok you want to change then I go out” he said “Ah nevermind nevermind you just sit there.” So I was like “Huh? Oh ok.” Then I sit there and play then he take out his pants then he come up to me then he showed me ah, then he asked me to touch his penis.

Interviewer:
Ok so what was going through your mind?

Girl:
I was like ok, I was thinking what was he doing and then I also was thinking since he’s my father he ask me to do this type of thing I think should be ok. Anyway I also don’t get along with my mom so I think should be ok.

Interviewer:
So if you don’t mind, I mean besides going into graphic detail, what, besides touching, what else did he ask you to do?

Girl:
Subsequently other than touching that was the first thing, then he actually showed me the pornographic vcd then he erm, asked me to sit down and watch with him and that is the very first time I watched then after that he actually get me to erm, masturbate for him. Ya then there was one time when he actually went into a toilet with me and bathed each other, uh-huh. Then after that when he rinsing, oh then I go to the room first. He say nevermind you just stay with me and watch ah. Then after that he actually asked me to take out those, you know those test tubes from the, from the, what you call that, test tube from the container which he kept I don’t know for what then he asked me to play with myself. Ya, putting it in and out of my vagina.
Interviewer:
So can I say that because it’s your trust in your father that’s why you’re doing all these things?

Girl:
Ya.






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i mean what kinda father exploits such trust? sonuva bitch if i catch the mother fucking bastard i'll slit his dick and make sure he chokes on it.


wah. the combination of shock, frustration and stupid language is getting to me la. wtf. need a break. i'm going nuts from this dumbass one off job. clubbing anyone on 4th march? need an outlet.


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