if you're reading this, you're either
a) visiting this blog for the first time
b) bored
c) trying to practice your reading skills
d) jeremiah marvelling at his genius
e) a retard who doesn't realise the symbols on the left are links

Monday, March 27, 2006 [[so is this it?]]


i'm drifting further from my friends, from my family. 'most everyone seems to only have harsh words for me, if they have words for me at all. life's getting routine. i need to quit d2 soon before it becomes an addiction. they don't care. and you know what's the worse part? i don't care that they don't. cause nothing's worse than being apathetic, especially toward your own self.



a beautiful lie. a perfect denial.


`donovan. |2:38 AM|

Monday, March 20, 2006 [[fireflies, they're our only light in paradise.]]


you know the situation when you know that something's bad for you, but you go ahead and indulge because u can't say no? yeah.



you are very bad for me. and why do i still entertain thoughts about you?

two specters merged in one. two haunting echoes. somewhere, somehow, violently, i have committed. hence, i'm torn.

from underneath the trees, we watch the sky
confusing stars for satellites. please don't try
so hard to say goodbye.



`donovan. |10:36 AM|

Sunday, March 19, 2006 [[paintball. splat.]]


paintball. my noob team won! jon chan soph tappy rach u guys were awesome teammates. yeah! i'm awesome! from a losing position of 3-1 we hit back and won 3 consecutive games in a row. to become overall champions 4-3! EAT THAT. lol. sorry pido. u got shot in the balls, and twice in the shoulder pointblank. aight. =) paintball soon again! i hope.


`donovan. |10:33 PM|

Monday, March 13, 2006 [[far away.]]


each day brings me closer to enlistment date. =(



i will not apologise for being emo. if people can't handle my attitude then you'renot obliged to. just get off my back. this is me. and i'm very comfortable feeling emo. at least i do feel emotions, unlike some players or people who aren't aware or feel anything. and let me remind you that anger and passion are emotions to. call a spade a spade, lah.


`donovan. |1:14 AM|

Wednesday, March 01, 2006 [[eyeless.]]


high and dry.



hope for the best, expect the worst. that's that.





`donovan. |1:48 AM|