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a) visiting this blog for the first time
b) bored
c) trying to practice your reading skills
d) jeremiah marvelling at his genius
e) a retard who doesn't realise the symbols on the left are links

Sunday, April 10, 2005 [[]]


regarding affairs closer to the heart. i'm confused. am i trying to use anything or everything to distract myself from the past? maybe. i had to fight last time to protect you. from yourself. from him. i had to fight to get msyelf noticed. i had to fight to keep from overstepping the line. i fought too hard. and this is where we are now. lucky things are back to normal. but i'm just through la, through with fighting. with trying. i'm just drained.

now with this. i hate competition. too tired. ahhhhh. but i want this. and that. but i dont wanna work for it.


lazy me huh?




is it too much to ask to be loved? perhaps.


`donovan. |6:51 PM|