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a) visiting this blog for the first time
b) bored
c) trying to practice your reading skills
d) jeremiah marvelling at his genius
e) a retard who doesn't realise the symbols on the left are links

Wednesday, August 10, 2005 [[]]


i've surprised myself. i haven't cursed for over a couple days now. no vulgarities whatsoever. hope i can break the habit, it's a bad one to have, especially when you're out in public and you shoot off your mouth. unlike some other people i just talked to today, who's like the old me, shooting off vulgarities in every sentence and using caps to shout online when i didn't even provoke anything. ah well, what can i say, i've got better control over my temper and mouth nowadays.

and since when have i flouted s paper in your face, or people's faces? if i did it, it was only out of talk-cock-like fun. i hate putting people down, because like i said before in the previous entry me and miah feel like shit when people ignore/make fun of us at our expense/put us down. if you choose to think i'm an arrogant prick, after all this while i've known you, all i can say is, i'm pretty sad la. some people's mind set so volatile, dunno when can joke with him or not. if i crack a joke and poke fun and that results in laughter, good times then. if not i might just get a bomb exploding in my face, like today. hai.

so i didn't study for math mid years. i never said i did. and i got 18 upon 100. so yeah, don't misquote me. and i'm no dell marie butler whose lit's so good. so what if i take s paper? it just means i enjoy and have a flair for the subject, don't mean i have to score above everyone else. and if you think so, then my reply is not everyone is perfect, and maybe i shouldn't have been nominated for it lo. no need to strike out at me. and maybe i've lousy willpower, always dota-ing. sorry la, my life to screw up right, not yours... it's just a question, if you don't wanna come along then don't la. at least i bothered to ask you since i thought you were my friend and a potential playmate (eh wait, that didn't come out right, haha).


whatever man.

Promises - Matchbook Romance

What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go

And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right

I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy

I never thought I'd be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me

I feel like I lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy

I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you



`donovan. |4:52 PM|